i'm 21... and i have spotted my first signs that i'm aging.. which is quite disturbing considering that i'm only as i have stated 21. i know that once u hit like ur late teens u shd start taking care of ur skin... cleansing, toning and moisturising. and i've been doing it. well i may have had a rough start but i've been religiously taking care of my skin ever since! and not to mention to high intake of veggie that i include in my diet... (so maybe not so much fruits and i'm still working towards drinking half the required amount of water a day) but that didn't stop the signs of aging. it's really shui yue bu liu ren man! u can look young but u can never stop the signs of age.

i was looking at myself in the mirror last night.. and to my horror of horrors... i found like the tiny beginnings of what has been the facial bane of my mom and my mom's mom. HEI BAN!!!!! according to my mom.. it's yi chuan one!!! argh!!! dammit!!! blame it on the genes and for a valid reason this time! why?!?! and my maternal grandma suffered from a pretty nasty case of HEI BAN!! how how how?!?!?! wei she me?!?!?! why me?!?!?! andmy mom spent like heaps just trying to lighten it. i don't think u can ever safely get rid of it but more like prevent it from becoming blacker.. and my mom blames it on my canoeing days or when i go tan and don't use sunblock.. but i have since learnt to value of sunblock what.. why is this still happening to me?!?! i'm super upset lah!!! *boo hoo*

actually right now u have to look really hard at my cheekbone area to actually see the small faint spots lah but still nonetheless they're there!!! (which probably explains why after a while my eyes got pretty strained heh!) i shall need to use sunblock now everyday b4 i go out to face the merciless sun! i'm still quite distraught over it and my mom is not making things nicer.. she laughed at me! evil woman... allow me to zi wo tao zui a bit ah... *cos i'm too pretty liao.. that's why will get HEI BAN... to dilute my beauty.. not that it's going to change anything lah.. cos there will always be a line of guys waiting to go out with me.... * ahhahahha oh man! i can't believe i not going to delete it (and i typed it in bold on purpose) and post it on the WWW. hahahah!! oh wells.. i think i'm still pretty stressed now man.. with everything just starting to settle but i think things shd be fine!